I'm having a hard time adjusting being back from a wonderful tropical vacation. Work kinda sucks, I had a decrease in my pay, my project is super far behind, my boss showed up unexpectedly, and I just feel blah.
To put it all in perspective, I'm happy I have my health, a job, friends and my family (no matter how estranged). I'm not sad, per se, I'm just blah. Blah is better than so many other emotions.
I will be closing myself inside the house this weekend. I am just burnt out with people in general right now. I need some quiet/ reset time. I could possibly sleep for 10+ hours a night. Just the thought of it feels good.
Leaving in a few minutes to pick up pizza. I will nosh on it all weekend. It will totally blow my diet, but for now, I do not care. I won't have to leave the house again until Monday.
Did I say blah. Yah, blah.
I wanna be back on a muthafuckin' boat!
Maybe it's alcohol withdrawl,
~Zb
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